I have a news, to share. Our ( me n carrot ) ah girl died this morning. I was informed not long ago. Cried alot. Wanted to go over to her house to see ah girl de. She kept saying "What's the point of taking a last look? Just like the r/s. Broke le. What's the point of seeing her? U can't bring her back to life. Den no point seeing. I going work le. Cannot reply sms." I just wanted to see ah girl, yet i cannot. Got blamed for the relationship instead. Blaming everything on me. Saying its her fault when she's blaming me. I'm already sad enough to lose ah girl. I admit, it's my fault for neglecting ah girl. But she kept bitting me! I can't stand those pains. I can't hug her, she's not xiaobai, she will BITE me! But at times, when she's so guai, never bite me, i'll hug her alot. Cos' she's cute. She's bought by both of us, of cos i love her. Ytd today, YOU dun let me see her. U're working, so suan le. These past few days, i heard some noise, and unnatural happenings are happening to me. I guess it was ah girl calling out to me ba. No wonder i felt insecure the day before suddenly. Yesterday wanted to go over see ah girl de, it was very sudden also. Suddenly wanted to see her. Yet i didn't go cos she's working. Regrets~ I broke a promise i made to ah girl, i told her i'll buy her her favourite hamster biscuit when i see her next time. Yet, i couldn't make it in time. I'm sorry, ah girl. I shall upload some pictures of ah girl next time. Hopefully, later after her work, she can let me see ah girl. I really want to see ah girl. Regrets.Sad.Heartbreaking.Snapping.
Thief shouts to catch thief~ It's the same as taking a rock to throw it at urself. People tends to say others without first looking into the mirror. nevertheless, this applies to me too. This is what i went through since i went back to maple. notes : A is friend of B,C,D,G,H. B likes C before. G likes B before. G n B now likes each other but not in a relationship yet. E was C's bf when this incident happened. but E n C broke up a few days ago. G and C was in a relationship before. D was H's crush; D is not from sg - from other country. A n B was in the same Guild in maple. J is a friend of B; now also a friend of C n D. A is an eurasian and is young in age.
the story is like that
A makes fun of B; B bear with it for very long; one day A jokes with B again; B erupts; and fucked A upsidedown. Yea~ that's right; upsidedown. haha! A quit guild; go find C; A pours his hearts out at C; told C what happened between A n B; [ did A add salt n vinegar into the story-telling session= i don't know ] ; C told D n E n F about this matter; D,E n F thinks B is a bad guy; so they don't friend B; B n C 's friendship is already at the tip of the cliff; because of what B did to A; C fell out with B; and C even went to divorce the ring she had with B; B is left with no ring; means -3stats. one day; C tells G how much she hates B, how much she dislikes B; G listens and rebuted back cause she thinks its not fair to B; G was neutral, she only sided the fact, yet C thinks G is being bias; C even told G this: D told me some people finding her trouble while she's training; and she meant G herself and someone else(B); C said this too: whoever finds A troubles = finding me n E's trouble, me n E will stand up for A; C continued: wan tio taiji with A, we(C n E) will also tio back; and C wanted G to convey these msges to B as well; G was watching at that time; so G stopped talking to C as she was angry with C and watched hellboy; a few days later; G found out that D blocked G in msn through H; so G told B about it, B also said D blocked him in msn too; next day, B told G '' J say its C told D to delete us de''; G was super irritated, but she didnt confront C, don't want to mess things up; so days goes by;G kept dying in maple , and its everyday; today; G n B chatted about A; B said he should have sabo-ed A after knowing that the zak batch dropped all 4 basic books; he meant this - aiya, if i know got drop his AdvancedCombo, i shld have sabo-ed him; he doesnt mean any ill intentions right now; but he meant last time; G scolded B not to be so narrow-hearted, shld be more understanding since A is still young; young = playful, B himself also once that age; therefore, he shld be more understanding since he went through that; so after ending their chat, B went to slp [logout]; G went to msn to chat with other people; G saw C online; chatted with her to tell her not to think so bad about B; yet she said cos G, u're in love with B, that's why u will say he's not that bad; C even said this: i was glad i never like him (but C even gave a chance to B before!) [ so ironic! ]; G thinks that C is super unreasonable n bias!; when G is telling C about the AdvanceCombo incident; G meant last time; yet C thinks its CURRENTLY; - don't you think its UNREASONABLE? G mentioned about C telling D to delete G from msn that incident; C admitted to it; then C carries on to explain why; this is the reason - cause i don't want any more troubles for D, its just incase if u find her trouble; G did nothing to D; yet thats how C thinks of G?; - super funny, i think; isn't it just pure bias-ness?; C also explained this: because i think u did something similiar to B; she meant G did something to D which is similiar to something which B did to D; G very angry!; cause G did nothing before yet she was accused of doing that something!; C n G ended up quarrelling; G thinks that there's no point in keeping such a friend/jie; so G told C:no point chatting with you any more, sms me if u wan take ur things, if not also nvm; then C said : u didnt even know what B did to D and u dun wan to listen, if u're that unreasonable, then let it be. so G rebuted: fine! just let it be! u such people, always judge people by its cover, believing only those u love , don't care about how others feel as long as the people u love/like are not mistreated, i don't need such a friend; you're not welcomed into my friend's list.; C said this: u're also not welcomed to my world; after which, G deletes C from MSN and went to play audi.
thats what happened and i'm super angry. and i AM that G~ FUCK YOU!
Another slacking week had passed. So disappointed with myself. Didn't study much for that past week. I know i should pull up my socks and have more discipline~ But, i just can't get myself to glue my ass the the chair and my hands to the pens and papers and books for more than an hour! I'll try the by-force method this week then. No more extra time to waste further! Exams are just 3months away! I always wanted to study. But always ended up slacking or sleeping or even; eating. Helped Lyn answer one elective geography question yesterday; hope she got the right answer;hope i was of a big help than disaster! I really want to get almost all A1s or at least A2 for all my 5 subjects. It's hard; i know;and quite impossible;がんばって ね！Time to reduce the time i spent on drama/anime/maple. I've already stop playing audi;didn't even login yesterday. Hope i can really pass this year; get on with poly life next year; hopefully its accounting too. Shall start studying at 11pm later. 1opm maple. As for now till 10;what should i do? haiz! study?anime/drama?maple?audi? haiz~~
I'm finally done with my new blogskin! any comments please tag thanks ! ; if it's nice, tag to let me know too~ PRAISE me =p ; going off to bed le; was up since ytd 6pm up till now. uber tired. NIGHTS! update when i wake up~ byee~bye~
early in the morning, wake up, start to emo. things run through my mind again. never though i would hurt like this. from birth to death. loads of happy stuffs. loads of sad stuffs too. so sad. breaking soon. cos when a rubberband is stretched too far, it'll eventually snap too. it applies too. so i cannot really take much blow. i'm scared of losing people. thats why i'm scared to start knowing people too. if i know them, i know the chances of losing them will increase to 1%. as time goes by, it gradually become 100%. and i lose them then. haha haha haha. wadever. i'm just rubbishing. so forget it.
yesterday was fun! went to lib with jh. wanted to study de, he's there to accompany me. but, we chat until i didnt study much, maybe i just wasnt in the mood to study. haha! chatting with him was great. couldn't stop laughing! never get bored anyway. haha. should really pay attention to they way he speaks. it'll really make u laugh out loudly. we're in the lib, yet i laughed quite loudly. so sucky. cos a lady was laughing like that? so ma lu thou. but no choice. can't be helped. i cant stop my laughter. HAHA!
we went for dinner aft that. around 8pm. then we sat down, while eating. we chat too. took awhile to finish our food. and he wanted to order another bowl! so dots thou. during our meal, laughed non-stop too. can't stop laughing at the way he speaks lah!
we went to ntuc after that. he's buying his loaf of break n glucolin. haha. he just like sugar stuff. he's supposed to eat sugar stuffs. i rembed he told me, he swallowed down one big pack of mashmellow before his training starts. thats crazy. that slimy stuff. makes me wanna puke !
haha. he's a really cute boy, thou we're in the same year. but he looks way too BOYBOY! with his babyface n his beng-way of speaking. cant control my laughing-glends :D
I have a news, to share. Our ( me n carrot ) ah girl died this morning. I was informed not long ago. Cried alot. Wanted to go over to her house to see ah girl de. She kept saying "What's the point of taking a last look? Just like the r/s. Broke le. What's the point of seeing her? U can't bring her back to life. Den no point seeing. I going work le. Cannot reply sms." I just wanted to see ah girl, yet i cannot. Got blamed for the relationship instead. Blaming everything on me. Saying its her fault when she's blaming me. I'm already sad enough to lose ah girl. I admit, it's my fault for neglecting ah girl. But she kept bitting me! I can't stand those pains. I can't hug her, she's not xiaobai, she will BITE me! But at times, when she's so guai, never bite me, i'll hug her alot. Cos' she's cute. She's bought by both of us, of cos i love her. Ytd today, YOU dun let me see her. U're working, so suan le. These past few days, i heard some noise, and unnatural happenings are happening to me. I guess it was ah girl calling out to me ba. No wonder i felt insecure the day before suddenly. Yesterday wanted to go over see ah girl de, it was very sudden also. Suddenly wanted to see her. Yet i didn't go cos she's working. Regrets~ I broke a promise i made to ah girl, i told her i'll buy her her favourite hamster biscuit when i see her next time. Yet, i couldn't make it in time. I'm sorry, ah girl. I shall upload some pictures of ah girl next time. Hopefully, later after her work, she can let me see ah girl. I really want to see ah girl. Regrets.Sad.Heartbreaking.Snapping.
Thief shouts to catch thief~ It's the same as taking a rock to throw it at urself. People tends to say others without first looking into the mirror. nevertheless, this applies to me too. This is what i went through since i went back to maple. notes : A is friend of B,C,D,G,H. B likes C before. G likes B before. G n B now likes each other but not in a relationship yet. E was C's bf when this incident happened. but E n C broke up a few days ago. G and C was in a relationship before. D was H's crush; D is not from sg - from other country. A n B was in the same Guild in maple. J is a friend of B; now also a friend of C n D. A is an eurasian and is young in age.
the story is like that
A makes fun of B; B bear with it for very long; one day A jokes with B again; B erupts; and fucked A upsidedown. Yea~ that's right; upsidedown. haha! A quit guild; go find C; A pours his hearts out at C; told C what happened between A n B; [ did A add salt n vinegar into the story-telling session= i don't know ] ; C told D n E n F about this matter; D,E n F thinks B is a bad guy; so they don't friend B; B n C 's friendship is already at the tip of the cliff; because of what B did to A; C fell out with B; and C even went to divorce the ring she had with B; B is left with no ring; means -3stats. one day; C tells G how much she hates B, how much she dislikes B; G listens and rebuted back cause she thinks its not fair to B; G was neutral, she only sided the fact, yet C thinks G is being bias; C even told G this: D told me some people finding her trouble while she's training; and she meant G herself and someone else(B); C said this too: whoever finds A troubles = finding me n E's trouble, me n E will stand up for A; C continued: wan tio taiji with A, we(C n E) will also tio back; and C wanted G to convey these msges to B as well; G was watching at that time; so G stopped talking to C as she was angry with C and watched hellboy; a few days later; G found out that D blocked G in msn through H; so G told B about it, B also said D blocked him in msn too; next day, B told G '' J say its C told D to delete us de''; G was super irritated, but she didnt confront C, don't want to mess things up; so days goes by;G kept dying in maple , and its everyday; today; G n B chatted about A; B said he should have sabo-ed A after knowing that the zak batch dropped all 4 basic books; he meant this - aiya, if i know got drop his AdvancedCombo, i shld have sabo-ed him; he doesnt mean any ill intentions right now; but he meant last time; G scolded B not to be so narrow-hearted, shld be more understanding since A is still young; young = playful, B himself also once that age; therefore, he shld be more understanding since he went through that; so after ending their chat, B went to slp [logout]; G went to msn to chat with other people; G saw C online; chatted with her to tell her not to think so bad about B; yet she said cos G, u're in love with B, that's why u will say he's not that bad; C even said this: i was glad i never like him (but C even gave a chance to B before!) [ so ironic! ]; G thinks that C is super unreasonable n bias!; when G is telling C about the AdvanceCombo incident; G meant last time; yet C thinks its CURRENTLY; - don't you think its UNREASONABLE? G mentioned about C telling D to delete G from msn that incident; C admitted to it; then C carries on to explain why; this is the reason - cause i don't want any more troubles for D, its just incase if u find her trouble; G did nothing to D; yet thats how C thinks of G?; - super funny, i think; isn't it just pure bias-ness?; C also explained this: because i think u did something similiar to B; she meant G did something to D which is similiar to something which B did to D; G very angry!; cause G did nothing before yet she was accused of doing that something!; C n G ended up quarrelling; G thinks that there's no point in keeping such a friend/jie; so G told C:no point chatting with you any more, sms me if u wan take ur things, if not also nvm; then C said : u didnt even know what B did to D and u dun wan to listen, if u're that unreasonable, then let it be. so G rebuted: fine! just let it be! u such people, always judge people by its cover, believing only those u love , don't care about how others feel as long as the people u love/like are not mistreated, i don't need such a friend; you're not welcomed into my friend's list.; C said this: u're also not welcomed to my world; after which, G deletes C from MSN and went to play audi.
thats what happened and i'm super angry. and i AM that G~ FUCK YOU!
Another slacking week had passed. So disappointed with myself. Didn't study much for that past week. I know i should pull up my socks and have more discipline~ But, i just can't get myself to glue my ass the the chair and my hands to the pens and papers and books for more than an hour! I'll try the by-force method this week then. No more extra time to waste further! Exams are just 3months away! I always wanted to study. But always ended up slacking or sleeping or even; eating. Helped Lyn answer one elective geography question yesterday; hope she got the right answer;hope i was of a big help than disaster! I really want to get almost all A1s or at least A2 for all my 5 subjects. It's hard; i know;and quite impossible;がんばって ね！Time to reduce the time i spent on drama/anime/maple. I've already stop playing audi;didn't even login yesterday. Hope i can really pass this year; get on with poly life next year; hopefully its accounting too. Shall start studying at 11pm later. 1opm maple. As for now till 10;what should i do? haiz! study?anime/drama?maple?audi? haiz~~
I'm finally done with my new blogskin! any comments please tag thanks ! ; if it's nice, tag to let me know too~ PRAISE me =p ; going off to bed le; was up since ytd 6pm up till now. uber tired. NIGHTS! update when i wake up~ byee~bye~
early in the morning, wake up, start to emo. things run through my mind again. never though i would hurt like this. from birth to death. loads of happy stuffs. loads of sad stuffs too. so sad. breaking soon. cos when a rubberband is stretched too far, it'll eventually snap too. it applies too. so i cannot really take much blow. i'm scared of losing people. thats why i'm scared to start knowing people too. if i know them, i know the chances of losing them will increase to 1%. as time goes by, it gradually become 100%. and i lose them then. haha haha haha. wadever. i'm just rubbishing. so forget it.
yesterday was fun! went to lib with jh. wanted to study de, he's there to accompany me. but, we chat until i didnt study much, maybe i just wasnt in the mood to study. haha! chatting with him was great. couldn't stop laughing! never get bored anyway. haha. should really pay attention to they way he speaks. it'll really make u laugh out loudly. we're in the lib, yet i laughed quite loudly. so sucky. cos a lady was laughing like that? so ma lu thou. but no choice. can't be helped. i cant stop my laughter. HAHA!
we went for dinner aft that. around 8pm. then we sat down, while eating. we chat too. took awhile to finish our food. and he wanted to order another bowl! so dots thou. during our meal, laughed non-stop too. can't stop laughing at the way he speaks lah!
we went to ntuc after that. he's buying his loaf of break n glucolin. haha. he just like sugar stuff. he's supposed to eat sugar stuffs. i rembed he told me, he swallowed down one big pack of mashmellow before his training starts. thats crazy. that slimy stuff. makes me wanna puke !
haha. he's a really cute boy, thou we're in the same year. but he looks way too BOYBOY! with his babyface n his beng-way of speaking. cant control my laughing-glends :D
MEMORIES desu~
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JiaHuan