today half day at work . went to catch a movie after work with laopa n pok . we're late for the show . when we arrived, its already 320, the movie starts at 310. 10mins late, we missed alot of the front parts . laopa complained , then i say i go buy pirated de for him :P that pok worst, late for 20mins ! HAHA , but she like no mood no mood for the day . the show is nice, but she thinks its not nice .
oh, say so much, still haven say the movie's title . its DOOMSday (: [a very ER XIN de movie]
today after the movie, me n pok went AROUND the hub n shop, first stop = THEBOX .
i like this one.
this not bad also [i'm fat]
this one pok like - but it doesnt fit smoothly ):
after we shopped, i went to yishun to meet laopa again. this time, i went to POPULAR ! -_-i bought all these
PENS!
GEOGRAPHY !
POA :O
POA (MCQ) - looks interesting ! =x
i can't upload the rest of the photos ! damn it ! next time =x
i'm writing a past. a history actually. to combine what happened since my last post, till now .
1. i gave up on that someone on 24APRIL after ALOT of thoughts . it's not a 3-min-matter . i still like that someone now . but i just don't want to think about it too much . you know, nothing will come out of it . just put it aside for now .
2. 26 APRIL - i bought a pair of shoes from charles&keith . its nice ! i like heels, you know . it cost me $35.oo . not very ex .
3. 26 APRIL - on this same day, i got a slipper from m)phosis . guess how much it's worth ? $24.6o . i didn't see the price at first . i just like the design n its color, then i asked the salesgirl to get me my size, tried, like it, BUY ! then comes the stupid price -_- really ex for a pair of slippers ): heart-broken .
4. 26APRIL - i went to cotton on . bought a tank spag and a bangle . i like the color of the bangle, then took it =x i'm really bad at controlling myself !
5. 26APRIL - suppose to meet peier n junjie to celeb their bdae . the place we should go changed from woodlands, to orchard[hardrock cafe] to ngeeanncity[xxxx la mian restaurant. forgot the xxxx is what name .
6. i reached amk hub late, supposed to meet 430, i reach at 440. waited for peier at amk hub cos she was delayed by work. i waited for an hour, angry n angry, still angry ! then she reach at 610. nvm, its her bdae. off to orchard ~ followed by K-ing at partyworld . idiotic place. not pleasant .
no mood update anymore. tired. tml then update. oh ya, i bought a digital cam. casio ex-Z8O . heartpain. but i like =x tml snapshot a few pictures then post ^^
sad friday . moody friday . i'm actually troubled . nope ,not just troubled . it's very troubled . kept daydreaming today . i didn't dream of anything . but i stared into the blank and alot of things came into my mind . not just one thing okay . too much for me to cope . thought of so many things until i don't know what i'm actually thinking of . this is commonly encounted . so not a surprise . but i can feel how tired i am . i'm yawning away now . its not just physically ,it's mentally also . heart-wise : heart attack soon (:
don't think too much , everthing would be alright (:
to shirlyn : 2nd may i'll be going MOS with some of my friends. wanna join ? can bring ur friends along . it'll be a big crowd . to ALL : anyone wanna go MOS on 2nd may ? all welcomed ^^ the more the merrier =D
SUNNY day duh . woe up TOO early today . becos of what ? it's becos of the STUPID construction my neighbour's having . damn it . wanted to sleep longer . but its ok . at least if i woke up early ,i wont be LATE . happy happy . later still gonna work . tired n speechless about this work . ask me if this job is nice , i would tell u, its nice; it's not nice either (: don't ask me.
i love this [song bleeding love - leona lewis] & [forget about me - little bit] + [damaged - danity kane/fear factory] n [one step at a time - jordin sparks] anyone got their lyrics? mind sending to my email? :DD
tired . . . . . . . . fell sick because of work . everyday have to wake up 3-4hours before work ! everyday sleep for less than 12hours . i'm tired. one month passed . i'm glad of cos . just hope 2 more months pass faster than usual ! then i can quit the job , and start to study . working sucks~ wake up ,bath ,work ,eat ,slp ,wake up ,bath . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . awful ! like shit !
wooooooooo~ sooon! soon i'll be going for a tattoo ! hope it won't be very pain . budget is 300 =x can't afford further more luh . i'm just a KID (: i'm still considering to put it at the neck or at my back . leave comment (: no ''don't put'' thank you ^^
just online msn and chatted with some long lost friends :DD happy happy .
today's just not a day for me . waiting for tml . but no matter what, i'll still smile cos You told me to . and someone told me to smile no matter what, even if it's just a fake smile (:
i'm troubled. should i turn back? or should i just stay here . my mind is twisted . how i wish i could get on with life . but, at times, the feelings just comes back - on its own . if only my mind can stop working for a day n just let me relax ; have a break from all these sufferings . u're happily leading ur life, yet i'm still here . whenever i move one step forward, i was being pulled back by the wounds . it's my life, yet my life was clinged onto another person's life . how i wish i can be stronger . much more stronger than the me now .is it that strong ? so strong until ,its almost 2 years - yet i still can't forget about u . what is the reason behind it ? the feelings too strong or was it just on my own accord that i DON'T WANT TO let u go or is it can't be helped ?
today is a BAD day . J8(baleno) air con spoiled . nail art spoiled . headache for the whole day - not enough sleep . no money to have my meal - now broke . wasted one MRT trip - got out from the SAME station to go back the shop to get some goods . moody day - becos of .... . grassy hair until 2pm - no time to straighten my hair in the morning before work ): .
but luckily, some good stuffs still happened. 1) i managed to wake up in time for work - thou i overslept =x 2) i wasn't late for work .3) got the song i wanted - Forget About Me .4)ate durian .5)great people whom i work with - all never bully me.
one last thing. to heni : i fell in love with someone at work . should be short-term one (: woooo . its been long since i like someone =x dun say anything to anyone.
i was supposed to update my blog 2 days ago . but i didn't . but i don't have to update actually . cause everything that happened every day, is almost the same .
1. got woked up by the alarm clock.
2. press the alarm clock n shut it up.
3. wash up n shower.
4. change into my uniform.
5. grab my bag.
6. n go to work.
7. take bus,train,walk.
8. LATE for work (:
the above mention-ed, happens almost everyday. except when i'm having my OFF-day duh -_- . my last OFF-day was like this -
went out to city plaza to do hair extension with shirlyn - why? cos shirlyn scare she tio cheated again. and she was cheated again (: but this time round, its better then last time. last time $60 . this time $30. it's way better . 50% :DD after our hair extension, we went back to hougang n shirlyn bought me to her house nearby's salon for a haircut. not exactly a haircut, just a cut on my fringe. and i got a look that's stupid ): but i like it (: cause i am a stupid person . the rain that evening was SO BIG ): just count it as i'm unlucky that day .
yesterday was my first FULL-shift since i work. which means, 1030AM to 1030PM. its a whole 12hours . but i've got 1hr45mins break. so its still OKAY~ nevermind. dun bother about yesterday, its a stupid day.
its worst off today. i open with lee. she open IP, i open baleno. we have got customers coming in constantly. but guess what . none of these people buy ANYTHING ! the worst part is, we have got no sales even until 12pm. then comes the stocks. so we decided to just check the goods. nothing to do anyway. at 1pm, simin came, GOD DAMN IT. got one customer inshop but i didn't notice. she shouted from the cashier "bu yao dian huo, serve customer leh" my replied was " no customer serve wad" then she argued back saying there is. oh my goodness. yes, yes, there is. in my ASS u idiot. senior so wad~ duh! dun feel like bothering about her matter anymore. so fuck up.
tomorrow is another FULL-shift. i was being informed just. 10am report at j8. u know, 10am. my uniform is not with me ! nevermind. tml morning have to wake up at 7am to go back home. this is ridiculous ! crazy !
today started with a flash back. a flash back to my past. alot of happenings, alot of memories, alot of bleedings. how i wish i could turn back the time now, n those things, will never ever happen to me. if you could turn back time, what would u do, n what would u not do? if its me, i will never make friends with her, n i'll never ever want to revise/study at that McDonald's.
what would you do if you miss someone badly? yet you can't see that person, cant talk to that person and cant see that person's smile. it sounds bad right. its really bad. time past really fast, too fast until i got frozen. that person will never know how hurt i am. i shouldn't put so much in, shouldn't put in so much,and so fast. i was told not to ever leave her alone. yet she left me alone back there. till now, she never came back to pick me up. that's how cruel people are. and that's how cruel i am in the past :(
right now, i will never leave my dear. never ever will i. a one-time experience was enough for me. i do not need a 2nd time (: having being able to have a relationship that last more than 3 months for me was already a SHOCKing matter. what more a relationship thats coming to its 1 year anniversary :P
this morning's flash back made me real sad. down totally. i never wanted to think back. but it can't be controlled, cause i can't control my mind. how i wish i could met up with a misharp and forget what happened in the past, and start afresh.
my past 3 weeks was really a boring one, yet everyday was filled with things to do. i led those days with content (: working doesnt suit me. but those people at work made me realise one important thing. with every day i work, i get money. on top of the money i earn, i earned one more thing, and that's discipline (:
today half day at work . went to catch a movie after work with laopa n pok . we're late for the show . when we arrived, its already 320, the movie starts at 310. 10mins late, we missed alot of the front parts . laopa complained , then i say i go buy pirated de for him :P that pok worst, late for 20mins ! HAHA , but she like no mood no mood for the day . the show is nice, but she thinks its not nice .
oh, say so much, still haven say the movie's title . its DOOMSday (: [a very ER XIN de movie]
today after the movie, me n pok went AROUND the hub n shop, first stop = THEBOX .
i like this one.
this not bad also [i'm fat]
this one pok like - but it doesnt fit smoothly ):
after we shopped, i went to yishun to meet laopa again. this time, i went to POPULAR ! -_-i bought all these
PENS!
GEOGRAPHY !
POA :O
POA (MCQ) - looks interesting ! =x
i can't upload the rest of the photos ! damn it ! next time =x
i'm writing a past. a history actually. to combine what happened since my last post, till now .
1. i gave up on that someone on 24APRIL after ALOT of thoughts . it's not a 3-min-matter . i still like that someone now . but i just don't want to think about it too much . you know, nothing will come out of it . just put it aside for now .
2. 26 APRIL - i bought a pair of shoes from charles&keith . its nice ! i like heels, you know . it cost me $35.oo . not very ex .
3. 26 APRIL - on this same day, i got a slipper from m)phosis . guess how much it's worth ? $24.6o . i didn't see the price at first . i just like the design n its color, then i asked the salesgirl to get me my size, tried, like it, BUY ! then comes the stupid price -_- really ex for a pair of slippers ): heart-broken .
4. 26APRIL - i went to cotton on . bought a tank spag and a bangle . i like the color of the bangle, then took it =x i'm really bad at controlling myself !
5. 26APRIL - suppose to meet peier n junjie to celeb their bdae . the place we should go changed from woodlands, to orchard[hardrock cafe] to ngeeanncity[xxxx la mian restaurant. forgot the xxxx is what name .
6. i reached amk hub late, supposed to meet 430, i reach at 440. waited for peier at amk hub cos she was delayed by work. i waited for an hour, angry n angry, still angry ! then she reach at 610. nvm, its her bdae. off to orchard ~ followed by K-ing at partyworld . idiotic place. not pleasant .
no mood update anymore. tired. tml then update. oh ya, i bought a digital cam. casio ex-Z8O . heartpain. but i like =x tml snapshot a few pictures then post ^^
sad friday . moody friday . i'm actually troubled . nope ,not just troubled . it's very troubled . kept daydreaming today . i didn't dream of anything . but i stared into the blank and alot of things came into my mind . not just one thing okay . too much for me to cope . thought of so many things until i don't know what i'm actually thinking of . this is commonly encounted . so not a surprise . but i can feel how tired i am . i'm yawning away now . its not just physically ,it's mentally also . heart-wise : heart attack soon (:
don't think too much , everthing would be alright (:
to shirlyn : 2nd may i'll be going MOS with some of my friends. wanna join ? can bring ur friends along . it'll be a big crowd . to ALL : anyone wanna go MOS on 2nd may ? all welcomed ^^ the more the merrier =D
SUNNY day duh . woe up TOO early today . becos of what ? it's becos of the STUPID construction my neighbour's having . damn it . wanted to sleep longer . but its ok . at least if i woke up early ,i wont be LATE . happy happy . later still gonna work . tired n speechless about this work . ask me if this job is nice , i would tell u, its nice; it's not nice either (: don't ask me.
i love this [song bleeding love - leona lewis] & [forget about me - little bit] + [damaged - danity kane/fear factory] n [one step at a time - jordin sparks] anyone got their lyrics? mind sending to my email? :DD
tired . . . . . . . . fell sick because of work . everyday have to wake up 3-4hours before work ! everyday sleep for less than 12hours . i'm tired. one month passed . i'm glad of cos . just hope 2 more months pass faster than usual ! then i can quit the job , and start to study . working sucks~ wake up ,bath ,work ,eat ,slp ,wake up ,bath . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . awful ! like shit !
wooooooooo~ sooon! soon i'll be going for a tattoo ! hope it won't be very pain . budget is 300 =x can't afford further more luh . i'm just a KID (: i'm still considering to put it at the neck or at my back . leave comment (: no ''don't put'' thank you ^^
just online msn and chatted with some long lost friends :DD happy happy .
today's just not a day for me . waiting for tml . but no matter what, i'll still smile cos You told me to . and someone told me to smile no matter what, even if it's just a fake smile (:
i'm troubled. should i turn back? or should i just stay here . my mind is twisted . how i wish i could get on with life . but, at times, the feelings just comes back - on its own . if only my mind can stop working for a day n just let me relax ; have a break from all these sufferings . u're happily leading ur life, yet i'm still here . whenever i move one step forward, i was being pulled back by the wounds . it's my life, yet my life was clinged onto another person's life . how i wish i can be stronger . much more stronger than the me now .is it that strong ? so strong until ,its almost 2 years - yet i still can't forget about u . what is the reason behind it ? the feelings too strong or was it just on my own accord that i DON'T WANT TO let u go or is it can't be helped ?
today is a BAD day . J8(baleno) air con spoiled . nail art spoiled . headache for the whole day - not enough sleep . no money to have my meal - now broke . wasted one MRT trip - got out from the SAME station to go back the shop to get some goods . moody day - becos of .... . grassy hair until 2pm - no time to straighten my hair in the morning before work ): .
but luckily, some good stuffs still happened. 1) i managed to wake up in time for work - thou i overslept =x 2) i wasn't late for work .3) got the song i wanted - Forget About Me .4)ate durian .5)great people whom i work with - all never bully me.
one last thing. to heni : i fell in love with someone at work . should be short-term one (: woooo . its been long since i like someone =x dun say anything to anyone.
i was supposed to update my blog 2 days ago . but i didn't . but i don't have to update actually . cause everything that happened every day, is almost the same .
1. got woked up by the alarm clock.
2. press the alarm clock n shut it up.
3. wash up n shower.
4. change into my uniform.
5. grab my bag.
6. n go to work.
7. take bus,train,walk.
8. LATE for work (:
the above mention-ed, happens almost everyday. except when i'm having my OFF-day duh -_- . my last OFF-day was like this -
went out to city plaza to do hair extension with shirlyn - why? cos shirlyn scare she tio cheated again. and she was cheated again (: but this time round, its better then last time. last time $60 . this time $30. it's way better . 50% :DD after our hair extension, we went back to hougang n shirlyn bought me to her house nearby's salon for a haircut. not exactly a haircut, just a cut on my fringe. and i got a look that's stupid ): but i like it (: cause i am a stupid person . the rain that evening was SO BIG ): just count it as i'm unlucky that day .
yesterday was my first FULL-shift since i work. which means, 1030AM to 1030PM. its a whole 12hours . but i've got 1hr45mins break. so its still OKAY~ nevermind. dun bother about yesterday, its a stupid day.
its worst off today. i open with lee. she open IP, i open baleno. we have got customers coming in constantly. but guess what . none of these people buy ANYTHING ! the worst part is, we have got no sales even until 12pm. then comes the stocks. so we decided to just check the goods. nothing to do anyway. at 1pm, simin came, GOD DAMN IT. got one customer inshop but i didn't notice. she shouted from the cashier "bu yao dian huo, serve customer leh" my replied was " no customer serve wad" then she argued back saying there is. oh my goodness. yes, yes, there is. in my ASS u idiot. senior so wad~ duh! dun feel like bothering about her matter anymore. so fuck up.
tomorrow is another FULL-shift. i was being informed just. 10am report at j8. u know, 10am. my uniform is not with me ! nevermind. tml morning have to wake up at 7am to go back home. this is ridiculous ! crazy !
today started with a flash back. a flash back to my past. alot of happenings, alot of memories, alot of bleedings. how i wish i could turn back the time now, n those things, will never ever happen to me. if you could turn back time, what would u do, n what would u not do? if its me, i will never make friends with her, n i'll never ever want to revise/study at that McDonald's.
what would you do if you miss someone badly? yet you can't see that person, cant talk to that person and cant see that person's smile. it sounds bad right. its really bad. time past really fast, too fast until i got frozen. that person will never know how hurt i am. i shouldn't put so much in, shouldn't put in so much,and so fast. i was told not to ever leave her alone. yet she left me alone back there. till now, she never came back to pick me up. that's how cruel people are. and that's how cruel i am in the past :(
right now, i will never leave my dear. never ever will i. a one-time experience was enough for me. i do not need a 2nd time (: having being able to have a relationship that last more than 3 months for me was already a SHOCKing matter. what more a relationship thats coming to its 1 year anniversary :P
this morning's flash back made me real sad. down totally. i never wanted to think back. but it can't be controlled, cause i can't control my mind. how i wish i could met up with a misharp and forget what happened in the past, and start afresh.
my past 3 weeks was really a boring one, yet everyday was filled with things to do. i led those days with content (: working doesnt suit me. but those people at work made me realise one important thing. with every day i work, i get money. on top of the money i earn, i earned one more thing, and that's discipline (:
1/2 day today =P
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JiaHuan
this not bad also 
this one pok like - but it doesnt fit smoothly ):
